I was wondering... "What am I doing?" I have no right to do what I am trying to do. Who do I think I am? That's not how things work. I can't go on trying to change the World, making new rules or the breaking up of the old rules as if was some kind of guru who knows what is right and what is wrong. Telling people what to do, what to read, how to think. Acting as if my life was special and they all have to change. "Do they wanna change?" Have I ever stopped to think about that? Why do I wanna turn people into me? As if my life was something special. Well it's not. I don't fit in. And then I preffer to think that 99 % of the population is wrong by living the the way they do then think the problem might be with me. Maybe some other few. Most of them will spend their entire life trying to prove something, only a few will leave something behind and to most of people it will make absolutelly no sense. Only to the ones that already carry that "sparkle" in their heart it will mean something and they will follow their idols legacy, try to do exactly what they did to reach the same old results. Aren't they part of the system they all disappear? They have their "parts of the big play" written down and they all think they are some kind of revolutionary saver trying to change the course, finding other roads. Are they really? I'm trying to doubt that.