You know when you hear something about your life that usually you would just forget, but you can't stop thinking about it? It's something so right and said in the exactly time that you are needing to hear it. But the thing is you don't know what to do with that. So it keeps repeating in your head... My friend told me something like that last week and I still couldn't get rid of it. Let me go back to the beginning... I'm gonna travel with a french guy and I had said that I was gonna date him, just kidding. So, this friend of mine asked me if I was really gonna date the guy and I said that I was really interested in a friend of his that I've seen in a photograph. So I would go with him to France to meet his friend. Of course I was kidding, but my friend said to me: "yes, great, do what you always do, fantasize about a guy who doesn?t exists". Than I said: "And who does know that I exist here or in France?" He said: "I bet there?s plenty of guys here, guys who talks to you everyday". And I said: "Are you including yourself in this group? Cause if you are not I wanna ask you to stop saying things like that: you are 100% passionate, there's plenty of guys who would love to date you. Let people know how you really are and you never gonna complain about loneliness again. Why you say that? You asked me to stop saying that you think you are too much, I'm gonna ask you to stop saying that. And than he said that if he thinks he is too much I think I'm too little and I shouldn't do that, he was just trying to open my eyes."
Is that true? Do I not valorize myself? Do I hide? Do I keep myself apart and don't let people know who I really am? Is that why I'm alone? I always fantasy about a perfect guy and I never meet him. I don't know what to do. I think it's time to have some changing.
Is that true? Do I not valorize myself? Do I hide? Do I keep myself apart and don't let people know who I really am? Is that why I'm alone? I always fantasy about a perfect guy and I never meet him. I don't know what to do. I think it's time to have some changing.