I'm sleepy. I know that there's much to think about. But all I can think about is sleep. Just go off. We should have one turn on/off button shouldn't we? At times like that we could just turn off the button and stay away for a while. I wish I could stay away for a while, away, away…
Find a place… Find the best version of your self… Find whatever makes you happy… Find whatever makes you grow… Find out what you like… and what you dislike… who you like and who you dislike… Who makes you feel good and who makes you feel blue… Who makes you stand up and who puts you down… Who is important to you and who is not. Who you miss when goes away and who you just don't care. What is life and what is the use you are making of it. What you are feeling and what you think you are feeling or should be feeling. Where you are now and where you think you should be… What you are doing now and what you think you should be doing… All the things that you've planed and you left somewhere along the way… All the life… all you can actually have and all you think you can have… all that…
Where is my turn off button? How can I reach it? Confusing… I’m a confusing person… How can I make it simple? How can I become simpler? Big world, small person, huge dreams…
How long? How long have I been feeling like this and how long will I continue to reflect about the same things over and over again?
Lately everything that I write comes with a certain disconnection… what is that? I really don't know… I don't know a lot of things… I use to know… or probably I just tough that I knew and didn't actually know. Eh… stop thinking… where is that button again?